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Certain Blue

I am blue, old sun
I am dread tired, too
I am mixed, little one
I am a still, stirred hue

I’m here set, like a drum
I’m still, silent yet
I’m deaf, like a hum
I’m a filled, broken net

I am a yarn skein undone
Old sun, I am blue
I’m let, wilted, run
I am a certain, kind of blue

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The world is just an empty sphere

And heavy with a sunken heat

That burns with bristling embers clear

With ash that crumbles dead and sweet

Past trials of intensity of fear

And in a recluse nice and neat

This home is hazy with a wear

And placates in a limp retreat

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Leave me in your glass house

Locked away where you can’t reach me

Glance at me afar

Keep me in my cold castle

And gaze in silhouette moonlight

And be afraid

Of closeness in the night

And keep me at an arm

And push me with your might

Yes, keep me in this glass house

And pense on me in moonlight



Gross, groggy, late night
Toss, turn, can’t lay right
Pivot, switch, and covers fight
Sick, sigh, turn on the light
Eyes pained, head plight
Gross, groggy, long night
Pressure to relax right
Mind-racing, thought-fight
iPhone distraction, back-light
Over-tired, blurry sight
Gross, groggy, weary night